So I have a crush, the likes of which I haven't had since I was thirteen. Its god awful. I never get this way over a guy. I just want to talk to him all the time, I want him to talk to me. I just want to be with him. No matter how many times I tell my self I dont want him I still go to school the next day and fall at his feet. He's genuinely beautiful. I dont even understand why im so obsessed its just creepy and as much as I try not to be I am. Blahhhhhhh! I hate it! I mean usually I like a guy but never get my hopes up high and genuinely dont give a fuck if it works out or not but with him it feels like my life depends on it. I hate it so much.

Hello

Blogging is something that has been an interest of mines since I was very young. I've always kept a blog, most recently my Tumblr.

I tend to keep my blogs personal and not entertaining; I would like to change this. I would love to be a famous blogger.

Writing is a passion of mines. I do not feel personally that I am particuarly great at writing but I dont believe im awful. I've recently been appointed columnist in my school magazine and I intend on posting all entries in here also.

I feel I should put in a little about myself. Personally, I like to know about the people I'm reading about.

So, I feel that you all should know that I am not afraid to speak my mind. Im not offended easily and I will not accept being abused. I can accept critism, I encourage it but 'ur blog is shit lol' is not appropriate. If you want me to change something then please tell me. I live my life thinking that I dont have forever. I dont change for anyone. I tend to get over things pretty quickly, who has the time to dwell? I hate people who believe that young people should behave a certain way because I am not a sheep. I dont follow the crowd. I know what I like and I know why. I can argue that something yellow is green - I dont back down easily. I'm pretty vain but I dont think im perfect. Im also the typical girl; I love Love. I would love to experience it, properly. I always give people a chance, with slight exceptions.

I would assume thats more than enough about me but I would like you to give my blog a chance and I do not have a problem returning the favour.